a multiple post week.

so I know it has been awhile since i last posted and so for this week you can be blessed or cursed (entirely up to you)with new posts on whats new and whats not. :) stay tuned and watch this space be filled with mundane or interesting news (again, according to what you fancy), and fill your time with being thrilled with not so crazy opinions of mine.
-Much Love-
Cori

Wide Awake At Last

To all, that have wondered where on this Earth I had fallen asleep, I do apologize. Alas, I have woken up and decided to create another post dictating the life that I have been leading for the past couple months.19 going on 20 i have realized that this year has been indeed a roller coaster ride for me.


Going through an emotional stage in my life and facing the hard punishment that I have been running from for years, I recently came face to face with it and made peace with it. During that time I learnt that my true friends were the ones that realised I was not that picture perfect face with the smiled carved at any situation and the strong willed, stubborn girl. I was also breaking down inside. I also realized that my friends are breaking down too but at no point did they hesitate to share their time and spend it with me, no matter the situation they were in.

I also realized that I had issues deep rooted to what had happened in my life and that it somehow affected the way I look at relationships. For that, I need to seek help. I also realized that I do have someone in my life that is willing to stick with it through thick and thin and all though he may have issues and shortcomings that need work, who does not?

One thing I realized that no matter who says no to you, if you want it and you are willing to sacrifice your freedom for the happiness you know it will bring you, it is worth fighting for. NO MATTER HOW LONG IT TAKES.  A year from now I know it will be worth it. # Just pray and keep going. 

Love Never Fails

So it has been a very long time since I last posted a blog. Today is Christmas Eve, and here I am sitting in front of the computer posting a blog.

Well with that being said, I need to get something of my chest. Everyone wants to be with someone. Everyone wants to feel that special inkling of knowing that the person next to them is their one and only. The dismal truth about it is, that we do not want to take the effort to get to know someone. We want to speed through the whole process of meeting someone, getting to know them and within a week we are a couple.

As easy as that may be it s harder to keep it going, for as they may be no more spark as how it was in the beginning. I am no professional in relationships but if I had to be in a relationship, I would want one that I am the person's best friend and lover at the same time.

So how about this Christmas we just spread the love and joy with friends, family, lovers and even enemies.. you never know you may just be charmed ;)

exams and assignments

So once again after taking a long hiatus from blogging, I am back. This time, I blog about something I have blogged numerous times before: Assignments and exams.
After the never ending cycle of exams and assignments have once again come around, I only have one thing to say, KILL ME NOW!

This sem is overall a pretty bad sem and I just cant wait for it to be over and done with. With all sorts of drama occurring in the past few months since it has started, I need a break ASAP.

Now it is just assignments that are due in a few coming weeks and exams just around the corner. I'll need to take a rain check on all exciting events that may resemble some sort of a social life.

Just a few more weeks to go!! *fingers and toes crossed*

Let the countdown begin!

Sitting Near A nEW hIGH

So it is almost time to head back to a new sem. All I am hoping for is one sane sem where I do not fall all over someone for their kind words and gentle smile. PLEASE!

I have once again bounced back and put my boxing gloves up. So instead of fighting against misery, let it linger around and lets get to feel loneliness and its friends.

I would never have thought that being here today I would have learnt to deal with immature childishness at a counseling level! As much as I am recovering from doomsday, I also have this small voice inside me saying to keep fighting.

How do I know when to stop? Sigh .... the lesson of letting go ...

back down to misery, im company once again

So, I know it has been quite a while since I last posted something. Only to let you know that once again I've been signed up to the wagon of misery and pain. Ironically it takes you to a place where rainbows and sunshine is. Also known as the other side of life.

A close friend once told me that in order to get to the rainbow we need to go through the rain. So here I am listening to what we would call this day in age the emo-ness of life and a moment to think life through.

I was always that independent person and all of a sudden I've been crushed down by a the few words that pierced through my heart an d ripped the old wounds open.

Time heals everything. Or that is what I've heard. So I'll sit here and wait till this pain washes away and once again, I can start a new chapter in my life.

-LoVe-

I NEED RESULTS

So its been like a month since we completed my first sem. and I am still waiting for my results.

Like seriously how long does it take for you to mark papers and get them re-checked?

I'm just fed up want to know my grades and then start preparing myself for next sem.

Not that hard isn't it? Sigh need to calm down ...... zzzzzz