To all, that have wondered where on this Earth I had fallen asleep, I do apologize. Alas, I have woken up and decided to create another post dictating the life that I have been leading for the past couple months.19 going on 20 i have realized that this year has been indeed a roller coaster ride for me.
Going through an emotional stage in my life and facing the hard punishment that I have been running from for years, I recently came face to face with it and made peace with it. During that time I learnt that my true friends were the ones that realised I was not that picture perfect face with the smiled carved at any situation and the strong willed, stubborn girl. I was also breaking down inside. I also realized that my friends are breaking down too but at no point did they hesitate to share their time and spend it with me, no matter the situation they were in.
I also realized that I had issues deep rooted to what had happened in my life and that it somehow affected the way I look at relationships. For that, I need to seek help. I also realized that I do have someone in my life that is willing to stick with it through thick and thin and all though he may have issues and shortcomings that need work, who does not?
One thing I realized that no matter who says no to you, if you want it and you are willing to sacrifice your freedom for the happiness you know it will bring you, it is worth fighting for. NO MATTER HOW LONG IT TAKES. A year from now I know it will be worth it. # Just pray and keep going.
