I don't think I see myself in a world without the sanity I found after loosing you. After endless amounts of going back and forth in my mind, leafing through thoughts of all kinds. Conversations we once had and never before heard of again. Yet here I am reminiscing of what went wrong, and what didn't go right. The thoughts I had of holding you so tight are long gone. Erupting and exploding is a new found joy of holding what was once given away so easily to you, my heart.
Finding myself once again, vulnerable and accepted defeat. Only now I realise I was the one who won, for I gained my freedom from loving someone who saw me but looked straight through like I wasn't there. I found myself whilst searching for ways to redeem myself in your eyes. I found myself once again and now I'm starting a new. I found myself once again and I am letting go of you.
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